.Monday, April 5, 2010 ' 2:26 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
No matter how hard can a person go, there is just one time where he / she will just collapse and give up. How would you wish someone will be there to give you the best concern one can get. If ever someone were to tell me the following words and show the concern,i would really be grateful to the person for really knowing me, because at times, you'll really see me struggle but still perserving on. 
It's not the fact that you see me trying to be strong or whatever, it's my determination that it's hard to change. I perservere in any situation, even the worst, to strive and do my best in anything and everything i do. It's just me. Whatever target i set for myself, i won't change it. It's my duty to reach and achieve that target. Whenever i fail to acheive it, i would see myself as a failure and would strive even harder to accomplish that target.
I did failed something important last year. I would definitely not want to see it repeat again this year and i would strive even harder to make sure i won't fail again!! A double failure would certainly show me as a true failure and i might not have the strength to stand on my feet again. A happy and crazy me that you see now, isn't the actual me, as i bottle up most of my stuff. The only ones who can make me say my stuff out are the ones i really care for and trust, but, Are you the one? Be that one that i can trust. Friends are just the ones you can have fun and joke with, but they might not be the one to share your troubles and to help you out.
